walkaways
My favorite song by the counting crows is walkaways.
he sings:
“I gotta rush away,” she said,“I been to Boston before.
and anyways
this change I been feeling
doesn’t make the rain fall”
No big differences these days
just the same old walkaways
and someday
i’m gonna stay
but not today
I always thought that i was that girl. that i wanted to rush away all the time and find a place where i could make the rain fall. I felt that it was always the same old same old. i felt like the world never reflected the changes that i made in my heart and so i would start again, walk away… I always hoped that like the song that i would one day find a place, time, person, life…where i would want to stay….just not today.
But ever since i started CHASING my own bliss magical things have been happening that i never dreamed were possible. I have never felt happier…never experienced such TRUE JOY.
And here i am about to fly out to Hawaii tomorrow to marry a man that has changed my life. Helped me recover LINDY again, and help me not only feel loved but find bits of my true potential. And i feel like the whole world around me is showing the changes i have inside! like when i finally listened to my heart and my God the whole world transformed…and today…
I am gonna stay.
