Meet Whitney and her family. I have been brewing on this post for about a year. I dont know that i will EVER be fully ready to say all i want to but here goes. She is inspiration. She has cancer…and i dont want to get into details but she is ill. She is suffering through it but only she...

the things we are running from or trying to escape out of us tend to be the things that define us the best. I am lindy. i am trying to define myself today in everything that i can think of because i might not feel so dizzy or lost if i do. i value myself as an individual that not one person is...

My house is a pit. (to me anyway and thats what matters) And i don’t ever seem to have the help from Cooper or John. And its making me crazy that coopers growing up thinking i am his maid…so today i taught him a lesson…or am starting to teach it. I told him about the...

okay…so dont judge me till you read this ~ I was totally addicted to this game…ninja gaiden.  And to tell you the truth just talking about it and looking at ryu’s sexy arms with his incendiaries in hand…hmmmm yummo. makes me start to twitch! lol BUT~ cooper was having...

Its over…well, not fully, but nearly! i am headed off to my last wedding of the season today. I have some this winter but i consider that a diff season. It seems to weird. bitter-sweet. I am eager to see the last pics but then “shooting season” stops and “production...

I am so tired of pain. I wake up hurting and i go to bed hurting. I hurt eating, showering, talking, singing, hugging cooper, shopping, cooking sweeping and breathing. I hurts when the sun is up and i hurt when i am not even awake. My pain is not normal either. I cannot take a tylenol and...